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It better be good.

Today didn't want to be a crap day. It was Friday after all, but twas a crap day after all. Left work early, and spent extra time with shadowfell that was the only good. Didn't RP tonight, we skipped that and wondered around the mall and Cd Warehouse and Barnes & Noble in Independence while the boys played. Or at least they might have played...we didn't really find out.

On my way out this afternoon, I decided to forgo my usual pop buying routine and I saw an old...something. I don't know what to call him, let's just say him. Like uh, a guy that I used to know, and he didn't use his powers for good or for awesome. Mostly for pain and destruction of a young girls emotions. Yeah. That guy. Saw him. Ignored him the best I could. Spent the next half hour driving around cussing at myself, and crying trying to figure out why the hell he still provokes an emotional response.
The best I could figure out is that I got so used to all those years of the emotional rollercoaster, that the response that I get know when I see or think about him is only a trained response. Trained. Yeah, that's it.

In the last two months I have seen more guys that I've given up, or lost in all my life, that whatever is coming next...it better be pretty damn good to put myself back through some of this. Seeing some of them is worse than others, but as a whole, I don't like rehashing all the bad things that happened in some of those situations. All I have to say to the future is it better be damn good.

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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( 1 felicitation — Felicitate Me )
Mar. 29th, 2003 06:41 pm (UTC)
Its strange cause I see all the girls I went out with occasionally and I feel nothing. They are always friendly so I am in return. The emotional response they provoke in my wife though is quite hostile, and I have never understood that. She got me and they didn't, what's there to be angry about?

QUIZ RESULTS: You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully, it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into you playing the dominant role MEORW!
( 1 felicitation — Felicitate Me )