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Fucking Adrenaline

If I had that that song readily available, I'd be playing it. As it is, I have no rosetta stone cd, and figuring out which compilation cd it's on would take to long. Suffice it to say the Adrenaline has gotten the better part of me this evening. I'm confrontational. It's a fault. It's actually one of my better faults though. I like being able to stick up for myself. And it's a hell of a lot better than what I am able to do if I move to physical confrontation. Once it's physical, I have a lot less control over myself. But we won't go into that part.
edit: I lied, I can easily find the cd with that song, and am proceeding to listen to it
I refuse to let people make assumptions about me. I refuse to be walked over. And there's only so much shit I can put up with before I go off. And it usually has nothing to do with me. However, yelling at my friends, or making general assumptions about me, or lying to me, put me really damn close to that line. And once you start it, you better fucking be able to back it up. Going over and over the same arguements don't help, you better have a damn good reason for whatever you did.

However, I don't think the mixture of caffiene and sugar and adrenaline go really well together in my system. It's been almost two hours since I got really pissed off, and yet my hands are still partly shaking. I'm not even made anymore, but it's still bleeding out of my system.
That's all.

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saskya
Mar. 11th, 2004 10:54 am (UTC)
I, for one, am grateful that you are able to stand up for yourself and defend your friends. *nods*
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