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It gets harder every night.

You know, a lot of thought has gone into the way I'm living my life currently. Certain decisions especially. And maybe it is a big mistake that I'm choosing to wait. I have a guy that really likes me, and that I really like in return. It gets harder every night to say goodbye. But the more I think about it the more determined I am to keep it this way. I mean I might feel sorry about my prudish ways in fifty years, but that's one mistake I can live without. I'd rather regret this later, than the various many other things that I could come to feel bad about later.
I was quite domestic today, did laundry, cleaned around the apartment, and made myself an actually tasty meal with more than one course. I was in the kitchen for almost an hour fixing myself dinner. And it was tasty. I don't normally cook, and when I do, it usually turns out badly, so I was impressed with myself. Even Matt said it tasted good, and he's a much better cook than I am.
Tomorrow is my second interview at that Realty place I interviewed at a week or so back. I didn't think they were going to be calling me back, but they have. And hopefully, I might get some good news tomorrow. Or soon. The supervisor that I trained with yesterday is trying to get me fired already. My first day of supervisor training, and she made me do everything myself, and then didn't check my work. Then today she calls me around nine this morning to tell me that $20 was missing from the till last night in the safe. Not my fault, I did everything she told me to, I counted it about three times, but she didn't count again after me. This is the same supervisor that wrote me up for being fifteen minutes late the other week, and said I had an attitude. She also makes about two dollars less than I do an hour. I never told her this, but apparently, word's already gotten out that I was hired on as a higher paid supervisor. Geez, you'd think people'd keep their mouths shut about things like this, especially with the amount of people they've had to fire lately. Grrr. I want this realty job.

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dunhamdancer
Sep. 24th, 2003 09:03 am (UTC)
stupid supervisors! Good luck w/ the interview!
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